when people asks me abt my age...normally i will proudly say oh..20,21,22...(mind was wondering still young)
BUT as now, right me 24, i start to flash back abt my past, pondering..what the hack i am doing now!? did i miss alot of opportunities which i should suppose to have?

I don't know why, i began to have friends who are getting married by posting their pics in friendster.
Even have da jie and adeline having their own kids who are so adorable.
No wonder, when women reached the age of 25...it's a killer age.
I , wish to be more serious, frankly, but i dun seem to behave what i want. u know like mind and behaviour doesn't work together.
I can't explain why to you all and i don't know how to explain.
I can't mention to anyone, only to myself.
and yet, i didn't resolve anything, even no matter how desperate i want to.

Sometimes i sat alone and think so much...
i love to be in my own world, full of myself and me and i..
i dunno how to tell you..and i dunno why i start to behave this way.

SO MANY DUN KNOW!!

i wish to start a family of my own, needless to be so rich..
i just want everybody to have a healthy life.
a husband who loves and dotes me faithfully, support my thoughts and share the same thoughts.

WHEN WILL THIS BE!?